It's great that you are ploughing money into your children doing competitive sports, it will give them so many wonderful connections, attributes and good health for the future, (all being well).

I get your pain re not having enough money to do the trips you'd want to and parents are not around forever to do things with.

You are still young! I saw a guy of 85 set up a new business the other day. Time flies by, but hopefully you still have plenty of it to use wisely and build your fortune.

You have freedom now really, you are working on what you want. I respect that striving.